sadyou could say I was pretty lazy since many things happened as well.
The worse part is I'm seriously ill again.
I guess one wouldnt say I am seriously ill since i'm just quite normally sick.
But my body is really taking the illness way badly. My body feels; like its tearing apart literally.
SPM is long gone..... one of the hardest part is over...... *phew*
3 weeks. No, 4 weeks, of examination over.
Worse was... having fever during examination week.
Thankfully, my fever was controlled down the day before the examination at most times,
letting me sit my paper at ease with no groggy feeling.
Maple, could only say most have abandoned me......yaya I meant that~ <_<
Nothing much happened really... weird guild problems with 2 members left.
(could say my fault?) Owh well...........
Also training with gamemanger at elnath - coolies, picked up a 4th job book~
not like i can use it until i'm fourth job anyway T_T
I really have nothing much to say cause I really am so sick my brain is about to crush.
honestly its been 5 weeks of sick.......
Kuro already came home from his vacation at mom's.
With all the gifts brought back.... I feel bad for not saying hello to mom.
I really do want to go home to moms for some time...... but I am still a scared weakling.
Is sad isnt it? even though I am already 18, there are things I still cant stand up for.....?
I've been a bad daughter to my mother. Seriously.
I never asked to be this sick...... or sick at most time........
I've never ask for all this hardship..... but it can't be helped cant it?
I just hope to be well and strong once more..... >____<
pain
Wahhh so many things wan to type about that I missed out in my last entry.
First off, forgot to mention my Dad finally got his new Lappy!! (Laptop) XD Yay!
Kuro has been buzzing around it like an annoying fly and taking advantage of it LOL.
(all the games expire so FAST! T_T) and my dad didn't setup the internet connection yet... *sigh
(I'll post a picture of the lappy wen I get my hand for some time to play around with the camera and computer)
On the other hand, after my last entry I slacked and play with the computer whole night with Kuro.
We were taking blog quizes whole night through. I think I played till 4 am! XD
(summore few days before exam.. hahahha!!)
Anyway...........................!!!!!!!
First Day of exam. So Tiring. So wanna die!!!
*sigh feel so pooped. The morning before my exam I barely slept a wnik... maybe few minutes yeah,
but before I knew it, it was already morning... (I studied till 3.30am.. yet I could'nt sleep)
So by breakfast I had to drink coffee to hopfully no fall asleep during the exam.
(So long never drink coffee... did'nt taste half bad since there was plenty of honey in it @w@)
Oddly I lasted throughout the wholeday without feeling much tiredness... *phew
Most off all I want to kill En. Hasnan!!!! All the Literature Tittles he told to read DIDNT come out!!!!
Not to mention the topics for the Essay in Paper 1!!! *cry cry cryyyyy!!*
-breathesss- takes deep breath~~~~~
If I stay positive, I can achive great marks... So i know I'll do well!!! (Tip from the youtube video-The secret)
I really need to work on my Mathermatics soon. I have yet to get a work on them.
Gahhhhhhh!!! *jumps up and down* - *dances all around!* LOL!
YURINA @ WOLFIE's SINGING >> http://odeo.com/channel/105428/view
(muahahahaaa!!)
Chatting with hinsie, laplap and wolfie right now...
very calming to talk to them... makes me happy ^____^
Earlier Jovin also messaged me noting that he's coming back to Malaysia soon XD
(he was talking all funny today! LOL! X3)
Coachie also messaged me few days earlier about heading to KL after his trip from Manilla.
I won't be meeting him this time though =(
So many people coming to KL!!! GAhhh!! I want to meet everyone soon TT_TT *sobsobsob
over and out for today ... >_____________<
hyperIts sort of not new to me, but I finally decided to join and leech *coughs* download some shoujo manga.
To my supprise, the Saboten No Himitsu Series has Ended!!! (ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG!!! \ @A@ / )
| Saboten no Himitsu is among my TOP favourite manga's of all time. Though its a short shoujo manga story. I love how the character personality are such blur cases. XD Maybe cause at most time I think they resemble me =) I really love it so much cause its such a active story and not to mention cute and funny XD In my situation right now, I am happy yet sad to know my favourite manga has ended =( After all the clifhangers I had to endure I'm glad that I don't have to suffer my heart attack anymore as much. (Oh, my poor weak heart.) But I'm so sad it had to ended so fast. I wish It could have continued on longer =( Like all my other favourite manga its always so sad to see such a great stories end. I'll be looking forward to more of Nana-sensei's works. |
On the other hand, it was also schoking to find out that the mangaka who created Muujuryoku Shounen
(a.k.a. Anti-Gravity Boy), was also the same creater for W-pinch. I also found out another manga from the same
artist and punce my chance to download it o(*W*)V
Tittle - Seishun Shiteru Kai!
I saw many other shoujo manga's to download too (fufufuuuuu.... *w*)
But darn the limited 10 downloads a day quota TT_TT *sobs*
But I still managed to enjoy my new found (and already completed) manga.. FUfufufufuuuuuu o(*w*)o
On the other hand, my dad showed me a really great video as well.
It's called the secret and runs only for 20mins.
link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_b1GKGWJb
It tells us about the power of our mind, and how it effects our life.
Not to say much since its better off watching to explaining here.
But amazing to know that I've already been practicing such thing for a long time before this video. @3@
Not that I'm trying to brag, but I think since my hospital experience and the April the 16th 2007, I think
my mind have been clear as such. Amazing and facinating XD
Besides that, my dad been googling musical theare on youtube, got'ta love the CATZ.
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJHzoAmA8
The Starlight Express seemed so intresting as well. I wished my dad brought me to watched those
before it had stoped it its tour =(
Singing... and dancing *w* makes me bedazzeled. Its like being watching a dancing flame.
We then searched up for Kabuki dances and red and White shows.
(Unfortunately our search for red and white shows on you tube was at a horrid selection,
we couldnt find anything relating properly to it)
I watched the kabuki dance on youtube by 'Tamasaburo' and i was enchanted by it ! !
It was amazing. It may seem boring abit, but the more I watched, the more I got to appriciate it!
3 parts from Sagi Musume:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4q1MPwD7z
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kP4TdEMrN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6O7KFCCE
Also after my dad searched for a song by the tittle 'Sukiyaki'.
Amazing song by Kyu Sakamoto ! Its sad to know he has pass away at an early age =(
He would have been a favourite actor of mine ><; I think I'll search up the movie's he acted in after my exam =D
A lovely memorial video with one most well known song by him
; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VVVpZ-l1-P
(Sakamoto-sann~~~~~~~~~! ! ! ! ! ! *sob sob sob* TT_____TT )
Also I just found out earlier on, W Juliet has a sequel manga!! \(@3@)/
W Juliet II ! ! ! ! Gyah must download \(@3@)/
OOh on a note for myself ><
Hanreitta sms'd me last night that she would be making her trip to KL in two weeks time.
As much I can't wait to greet her. My exam is on an about then. ><;;
For a good news, she'll be going back to "Cat City" sometime after Christmas!!!! W00ts!!!
Hopefully I'll get my chance to met her after 6 years of sapparation from my friends from "MeowMeowCity".
Miss them lots >< Thank goodness Hanreitta is still great to contact me after all this time TT_TT sobsobsosb
*loves her much* TT____TT *grabs teddy bear and hugssssss*
coughingWhat happened yesterday? OOps I can't remember, LOL!
Except that I was sick and having fever. LOL.
The past few days my fever's been running up and down.
Didn't really took my medicine.. "properly", so I guessed I kicked it away and it came back situation.
Bleck~ XP My body and joints are still aching.. so I cant cough, sneeze or even "LAUGH"
without feeling the pain! T3T
In maple, hinsie onichan, and uncle laplap got themselves the 2x exp coupon.
They went thier way to Singapore Map to go train there. (Those big fat fat cheaters!)
(More fat than the big fatty Alisha!)
(Old picture alert! -LOL-)
Those evil (fat!) guys are going to level up faster than me T______T *cries*
owh well..........*Super duper sigh*
On the other hand, had some fun on maple yesterday (or in other words, this morning).
Was pqing with shou, but the pq stinked(slow and blurcased)... gaved up and decided to slack in freemarket.
Afterall Wolfie and Mike were slacking there mainly. So Devwill decide to join me as well.
Mike had other buisness (since mostly the Opus gang were having some problems)..
Wolfie was left out since she was busy with college and didn't online of late.
Some how, with shou along (that came with me from pq), Wolfie, DvlWill, and I ended up playing catch. @3@;;
And later we were playing hide and seek... *super sweat!*
Then we decided to join the opus gang, since thier problem was settled.
(not to mention mike was so happy he remarked that he wasn't lonely anymore o_O)
So then was really hanging around doing and chatting weird stuff.
And I was murdered by mike (*swt) so I played dead... and everyone tried to get me to wake up.
Those people were horrible by coming with such weird idea's such as getting the pet to pe n poop on me T_T
kiss me? o_O kick me, poke me... gosh the list goes on........
Later laplap decided to come find me, but he couldnt,
cause my dead body was hidden well by two people who sat one me. (T_T;;)
When I heard laplap said he tracked me there but still couldnt see me (thoguh I was right in front of him)
I really laughed out loud behind the screen that my tummy really hurt. XD
Too bad I couldn't save a screen shot in time. T_T
So anyways to cut it short, here are some other small screshots I saved later.
click link below to see the piccies...~~ *kicks*kicks*

Happy Halloween People!
This is two pumpkins I did last 2 years. Sadly this year won't have any pumpkins for carving =(
more at >> http://shironu.deviantart.com/art/Pairs-2
LOL many things happened so far. I have a hard time starting my journal now...
knowing there'll be eye's watchign every sentence... (you evil being!)
Hmm let me start from last sunday....
Last sunday I had a great time chatting with laplap, hinsie, and will all in one chat window.
Ohohohooo passing them my video's I'ved fav'ed in youtube ( http://www.youtube.com/profile_favorites?u
Had a great deal of laughter alrite =) with all the funny video's >w<
The next day william went to sleep early, so I added in furry-chan since he was on at that moment *w*
had another round of weird chats, LOL.
The day after? Playing maple with them.. (basically training at orbis)
Before hinsie decided the would want to go coolie. So a group of five decided to team up and head our way.

(the picture of our expedition team before leaving for mount-ElNath!)
The journay was long deep and dangerous.
Heading to the starting point was easy... but at the entrance, the challenge began.
We climb long way to the top, and went in deep into the mountains.
Oxygen level was low and it was cold, so our health decreased slowly.
Luckily with two healers around our health maintained at a stable level.
Lycan and Werewolves were not the only dangerous one roaming around besides Yeti&Pepe.
Compared to them, the Hectors, White Pang, and Jr Yeti's were like fried chicken.
We soon reached a dark peak of the mountain.
The trees were bare there, and the sky looked dull as though coffee had split over the sky.
Oddly enough there used to be tree's there in the first place
as our journey upwards didn't show any signs of tree's before.
Most of, the undead scattered the place. They looked like dead guys, and no sign of dead females around.
"Poor them" I thought as our party member scoot on trying to annihilate those poor restless souls.
But as they turned to dust, more started to appear out of nowhere!
Its a mystery we couldn't solve on how the spawning of these zombie's happenes.
Espcially with no female zombies to accompany them!
It's my fact to believe that they could be the bodies of mountain climbers that had failed to survive.
How they all seem to gather at that one spot? I can not explain.
One of our teammate remarked, "This is like resident Evil!".
We soon entered into a deep tunnel where seemed to be more zombie's,
with an exception of yellow working helmets on thier heads.
The deeper we went, it gotten hotter to a point where puddles of lava covered our path.
And lava spewed out the walls of the cave.
Odd creatues which seem to look like dogs reside in that area.
They were really dangerous, and soon not long, on the journey, one of the party member was lost.
The first to out was the weak female cleric. (Unfortunately that was me)
Few minutes later, the weakest among the group, the assasin left
and joined me back in the nearest town where we first started.
3 was left on the journey. 3 more remaining left to survive the harsh cruel evnviroment.
The last three suvivors were hinsie(the cleric), phrozenheartz(the fira mage), and ljfury (the bandit).
Some time later, the remaining team reported they had reach the end of the road.
Hinsie (the spammering magic potions cleric), headed to town first where he joined the two in town.
Then came back the fire mage, PhrozenHeartz, followed by the strongest, Ljfury the bandit.
From the record, a strong creature reside in there where they could go no further.
Also an undead which protects a real treasure (source of gold from thier anatomy) resides in there.
The journey so ended. And the expedition team lingered around in town awhile before parting thier saparate ways.
We all had our cheers for reaching the end of the road of the dangerous mountain.
And raise our flags for such accomplishment. Is was some fun we had ever had in some of our lives.
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okay some LAME report on what had happened XD
But it was really so much more fun than it sounded =)
Mike soon joined us as I callled him over since he was in El Nath anyway.
All played awhile and talk about before I decided to hit the sack.
My body ached like crazy!
As I went under my covers I felt the cold coming over me.
By morning I had a bad tempreture. It lasted throughout the day.
I went online in maple awhile by noon, knight was in a bad mood though.
Wanted to ask him a question but he seemed busy... and he was kinda rude to ignore me and Paris.
I decided to give up and hit the sack. -But, before that, welcoming baby-Blur who is now part of my MSN~ *woots!
Nothing much later on.... though hinsie and furry was online and I died twice at the yeti-fang area...
*sighs* Nothing to report on how my day went on so far
ohohooooo~~ so........... -end!-
body pain!Wow... must I say alot of things happened if the past few days....
Besides my shoulder dislocated (which I think after the attemped of carrying a really heavy pot onto the stove)
and my whole joints aching.. I can't really tell them all at once.
Dad got himself a new digital camera, and Kuro punced his chance on it.
(along with me fo course.. hahahaaaa!!)
Kuro said the laptop will come in about 2 weeks time.
On other part of it, today I worked on a Maple video Kuro and I was intrested in.
Eventually, its a chobits themed song, I help create (I did most fo the work =_=;;)
dedecated ti NanamiYoki (Kuro's lil girlfriend... *stoopido baka ototo!!)
Owh well.... if I mess up, well its his first!! HAHAHHAAAaaa!!!
LOL.
(picture I drew for my maple onichan, hinsie for his birthday...
basicaly was suggested by sailaphermit LOL, but my idea too =D )
In maple... hmm... owh TODAY, Exfighterz joined back the guild!
What joy! (He left the guild after some conflict i didn't knew about a few days after i joined)
So... yay! .. Also alot of members are kicked due to unactivity..... so theres alot more space than normal.
Last few days, around morning time... hinsie onichan bully me T3T
I came online in the morning to sneak a few orbis pq's when hinsie called me to come to freemarket.
Ended up I knew he was up to buying me a new calas....
I didn't want since in a few more levels I could wear a anakurane........ but I ran out of fm,
and he bought it anyways =.=;;; Worse is, I was halfway pqing, when he decided to DROP it anyway
in freemarket and have me pick it up!!!! OMG -*slaps forehead*-
I would'nt believe he droped it..... he was offline.. then it hit me.... "like OMG he's the same type as me ! ! !",
"STUBBORN!!!"..... and he would "meant" what he said..... "Oh! G*D!". -*slaps forehead again*-
I couldn't make it to freemarket it time...
so I entered his account thinking that the extra calas was the one he didn't drop.
Went I logged back mine, hinsie appeared again.. and he indeed drop it and it was lost.
"Gosh all the trouble he caused me!!" I would want to kill him if I saw him!
Gyaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Anyways he did it again.. droped a orange calas which I was forced to pick... T3T
Gosh..... how come I'm the one giving into him!!! \(>A<)/
Usually I'm the bully and "they" give in......!!! This is a first..... T.T since......
since BladeWing trathened me with money for comics..... <(x.x)>
I noticed of later while playing maple..... many people seem to bully me T.T
Mr Lefty said it himself when he questioned me... "Why alot of people like to bully you"
I'm not telling the second phrase cause its cheesy <(>3<)>
But yeah... they really like to comment about my eye being too big, or my hair green like a plant...
*sighs...... not that I want to care what they think.... cause I love it!
But I wish at times they would kep thier comment to themselves if they were gonna ambush me...
But then again.... I guess I should appriciate that they are honest and not one behind the back...
I appriciate that.
Also on another report...... I went to Singapore map to the Ghostship to earn some money while training...
but ended up dying more times than I should....(really lots of times... ALOTTTTT! *maybe 7?*)
So I decided to go back to orbis to level and come back when i'm level 70..... *sighs* T___T
bouncyBesides Wofiza and Miinru getting married last Friday in the wee hours of the morning,
not long leter, Hinsie has joined to be part of my maple family XD
(My oni-chan!) LOl... been really wanting to get a heart staff.. *dies of no money*
Was chatting with Shioko again.. he shared the Kayne West song with me.. (Want vomit blood!)
Yeah he did ruined Daft Punk's song.. so I showed him a couple of Daft punk video featuring Interstella5555.
He pushed me to watch "1 liter of tears" which I assumed it was another chinese-canton drama (blekhh!)
Turned out to be a Japanese drama.... something about a girl struggling with her disease....
Really reminded of me......... Nearly a tear fell a time or two... but I help it back!
MUahahhaa!! Telling Shioko I didn't cry!! Muahahaa!!!
The past week I really was fishing myself to maple.... Not to mention that I've reached lvl 50 (yay!).
But my studies a paused.... (i fell to jump in the lake and drown now..)
Not to mention I bought a 7.5k Acash gown... (if I knew earlier I wouldn't have wasted my money...)
Mainly the reason was for Wolfie's wedding.... wasted to look like matching bride's maid with Orriana...
Heck it ended up that there were clothes for rent inside... (nuts....)
Anyways the wedding was really fun. =)
Wolfie's going to college on Tuesday which explains the rushed wedding.
Anyway a picture from the wedding...
(unfortunatelt my badhabit of itching to touch the print-screen button to many times ruined the capture)

uncomfortableAnd I'm really happy now... though I do know the fact that SPM is closing by, I'm not ready...
I'm about to die.. yet why doesnt it get to my head, and why am I still hanging round the computer???
I've made alot of friends this time in maple now.
Ludibruim party quest is really fun ^^ (not including the fact, that "are" jerks around that only care about leveling
and tend to curse around and stuff).
I've update my buddylist to about 50, and I was going to add more before I realized, the max is 50 people....
"Oh the cruelttyyy!!!", *does damsel pose*
I had to end up deleting other people which is so unfair >.<
Okay maybe 50 isnt enough for me huh? =_=;;; Myabe cause I'm having too much fun making too much friends!!!
NOt really friends such as some, but heck.
I decided to become William's "onee-chan" in Maple about 3 days ago... he's so adorable o(>w<)o
Fan-san came aver last weekend(er.. Sunday?) Help me with Chemistry... Wan die....
And RAYA IS THIS COMING SATURDAY!!! (My..... how time flies!)
Theres nothing to eat in the house.... so.. hungry... *no comments about this*
Oh and for the first time, Dad played the guitar infront of me... YAY!!!
(after showing him smoe of the weird bufflax video's in maple!! hahahhaaa!!)
http://youtube.com/profile_videos?user=b
hahahah enjoy...~~~
cheerfulHave notting any entries of late again.. sry.. T3T
I've been really hooked to maple and been busy leveling.
I'm now a level 47 cleric and a lvl 24 bowman. I've made alot of new friends too.
I've been so hooked I've came online to play it everyday.
Which is bad for me since my exam is in 1 month time, and I have only covered my Biology.
I hate studying.. really... I cant seem to put my head in it whenever i look into it...
I should be panicking now... but I crave to go online T_T
Anyways I'm going to try for real now.... Hopefully....
Today Kuro bought some Acash cards for maple too. Spent about RM72 for a 30k worth.
Gosh.. As bad as me huh? ... sighs.....
I also chatted with Shioko today too.... Who knew he could talk so much...
It's my first encounter with him chatting so happily too.. -_-;;
Hmmm.... who knew he could curse too?? Lol. he sent me a few songs to listen..
and asked me to watch a weird drama called 1 leter of water or something like that -_-
(what a weird name.....) and he like the Bhangra Nights Video I sent him too. LMAOoo....
Well he has his exams approaching too....
I should really scoot.. I feel so panicy now.. I really want to score well for my exams..
But its so hard to study.. I hate it..... And I have left 1 month more..
I'm about to commit suiside!!!
nervous